HA HA HA HA

seriously my blog is getting molded.
but I don't have the mood writing anything right now.
so...... Let's let it mold a little more time bah!
yeah! :P

05-07-2010

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
:PPP

YEAHHHH!!!!

Study break is finally came!
However this study break still can't consider as a holiday for us, cos we still have quite so much works to do. Doing our own design 'D-shirt', imagery second project (I'm quite confused of this module), and always arghhh stephen's work- essay essay essay! His assignments has struggled me for almost 3 sems. sigh.
But at the beginning of this break, something have made me so happy. What a nice start! haha.
Last night match, Germany 4-0 Argentina! I almost happy till faint! hahahahahahaha!
opps, sorry I forgot to tell u guys, I'm a 100% FIFA world cup fan! Till now, world cup has started for 3 weeks. I am only missed for 5 or 6 matches I think. Thanks to my another football fan classmate. I can watch without loneliness. haha.

By the way, this year world cup is really like 'drop my eyes out' that kind of situation. Most of the great teams are kicked out even in Round 32. wth. Really made me so sad in this three weeks. There are two teams that I support have lost in Last 16 and Last 8. They are France and Brazil.
France, you've brought us such so many great matches in 2006. Zidane, I still love you. You are always the most handsome and awesome football player in my heart. >.<
I have dropped a few tears when I saw your country lost themselves last week.
Brazil, it's just two days ago. How can you lose to Netherland! That is my first time I shouted so angrily and 'requestly' and cried so sadly in sayang. ever, ever and ever. I still can't understand why you can't make into final four.

But at least but not less, the last team that I support gave a AWESOME match last night! Finally made me still feel that there is still hope for this year.
GERMANY I LOVE YOU. I'M PROUD OF YOU. ( now people will doubt that izit I'm a German but not a Malaysian) So what? Wait our country can get into this event, I sure support them till the end too. (if they can make it) :x
Almost 90% of my friends and the people surrounding me support Argentina last night. In sayang, I felt so stressful when I walked in cos I can say only 10% supported Germany, and I even wore Germany jersey for last night match there. :P But my team dint disappoint me. WOOHOO!
Coming next, Germany vs Spain. Duh. Spain. I want to say, this morning the match with Paraguay, I really dunno what you were doing. Although I am not your fan, but you guys are quite below the level that you usually have. I even fall asleep for few minutes in the second half. But okay finally you gave a goal in the last 10 or 20 minutes. But you still dint impress me any in this game. I can see how sad was H this early morning. Almost looked like the situation that I had for the Brazil and Netherland match.
But this coming wednesday, I am still wearing my black gold jersey. :PPP
YOU ROCKS WORLD CUP THIS YEAR GERMAN. yeah.

But, I still have to say, I'm not interested of the final match of this year. -.- what a weird final list ever in world cup. Izit the situation going to change? Can't imagine. duh.

kay. Have to start doing my fifa t-shirt. LOL. I'm really sick of it. No. Is fever. haha.



Btw, I'm going to have '2' for my life tomorrow!!!
omg. -.- This number for tenth digit really wake me up seriously. No more sweet 10th? NOWAY.
MY HEART IS STILL YOUNG. MY FACE TOO. :PPPPPPPPP



WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
even guys smaller than me love me too recently.wtf. -.-
This few months not bad what my 桃花运. But ain't a good one. LOL


bye peeps. :P

:(

There is a problem that have made me feeling uncomfortable for few months.
Recently it becomes worse.
My eyes are so 'emotional'. Sometimes cooperate with me, dint even feel tired looking at computer for few hours. But most of the time I see things totally blur.
I tried hardly to ignore it. Continue doing my work.
But now, I really crashed down. I lost.
My vision is blur at all times.
I can't look at the computer which is important to me and my works anymore.
How can I do my work?

Sigh.
Continue with my work then.
ciao.

fucking crazy

my god.
I dint know that study design still have to study so many history and do so many readings.
my brain is gonna explode.
holyshit.

just watched a MV of Marilyn Manson who Stephen always mentions in class.
He's fucking crazy.
Can fight with LadyGaga.
But he's so scary till my brain can't function well right now.
*pening kepala*

watch his song out as below: (I still dunno how to post video here)
Sweet Dream - Marilyn Manson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6VojYGrnpg&feature=channel

...

看着你幸福
还真叫人嫉妒

但可悲的是
你是那种要爱而爱的人
这么多年了
怎么还不会变呢？

你快乐就好。
永远祝福你。

Leaving

Saw the result,
some staying some leaving.
god, likes to play our life like this.
what to do.
just accept it
and move it on.

good luck to me, and to my forever coursemates.

Today 7th of May.
The last day in Miri for this holidays.
The last day I worked in Medianlabs.

I hate 'last' sometimes. But I do love it too when it happens on impact time.

I will miss you guys.
Hope I can work with you guys again if got chance.
You all are so nice. Have lots of fun in these two weeks.

So to my friends, keep on working hard on your studies.
Your future depends on you yourself.
How much you spend, how much you gain.
That's what I always believe.
That's no shortcut or even luck you can hope for.

:)

Diary of working as a trainee

Well. I realised that I always spend two or two and an half hour to writing my blog everyday. Transferring the photos from camera or phone, grabbing photos from fb, and do editing. But I enjoy it. :D

Lets introduce my colleagues in Medianlabs.

Rachel is their bestie and church friend.
grabbed it from Nick's fb. :P

Today is the second day I have my training in Medianlabs. Marlene came and picked me up at 9am. Then went for breakfast with my 3 juniors, Ian and Nick. Ian always acts so funny in everything, including reading magazine as well. I can see his enthusiasm on photography when he looks and studies every photographs in the camera magazine. Woots. After that, we were brought to KAMI again to check the color print. That's something wrong. Marlene rejected it and wanted them to readjust and reprint. The gal who in-charges looking so nervous about, she had no idea what's wrong with it. I am really surprised that such a printing company they don't have either AI or PS software in their computers. omg. They only print things with jpeg files. I can see that Marlene was not pleased with it since the words are not clear enough. (actually it's only a very very very very very a little bit blur at the edges of the words). See how strict Marlene is? She had told me during the interview section last week. She is famous in rejecting printing works in Miri. Hoho. Whatsoever in the end, they reprinted the colors and still got it wrong, Marlene finally dint want to talk about this thing and just readjust the colors again her own self and exported them. There are 6 files. All of them are large. So I helped to do two by using my laptop there. From that, I learned I have to adjust the CMYK, and we should choose colour by filling the numbers in CMYK instead of straight away clicking the colours in the bar. You can get the color CMYK numbers in a 'color book'.(actually it has a name for it, but I forgot ady). It's 100 something in US dollars you know. LOL. When can I get it?

After that, we headed to Petroleum Museum to copy down the history of Shell. From that, I got to know how Shell invest the oil stuff and the Miri Well No.1 got to exist. Miri Well is the 1st oil well in the world they said. Wow. How proud we are. But so? Now we are lacking of oil even Miri is the main oil production city. Thanks to the government. It was so damn hot in the the museum since there is no air-cond supplying. It's not good to the tourists cos it's a tourism recommended place what. duhhh.

Marlene is keying the words. See how casual she is.
Me and Willam. Copy copy. (Marlene took)BoyBoy. My chunghua junior.
Knew him in camp when I was form.4.

Lunch. Ian suggested McD. CC was in my mind that moment. Haha. Nick loves double cheese burger like I like before I went to kl. Why? Cos double cheese burger set is so much more expensive than miri's. Btw, my colleagues gave me a task to take order of 6 of them. with a bit lot requirements. LOL. This is my welcoming lunch leh. How can they do that to me. But I handled it well.

4 sets of Big Mac (One large)
3 sets of Double Cheese Burger
(Two large, one coke with a little bit ices and one coke with no ice)

This is the look when I was queuing up form them.
photo credited to Ian.

It looks easy right? Actually I'm quite nervous of it and then keep memorising by reading it again and again in my heart when I was chit-chatting with Ian and Nick when we were queuing for our serves to be arrived. Nick was satisfied while Ian regretted that he should play it more on the ala-carte or different meals things. So bad. -.-
But thanks to him and Marlene for this welcoming lunch.

We got a picha before we eat!
Thanks to Marlene to be the camera man.

Back to office, I continued the signboard works. Ian saw it and gave some comments that may be I can have a try to put baby stork image on the signboard since the center is also for daycare service. Ian and Nick keep 'peeping' at how I do the image things in AI and Ps. They are surprised with my illustrator skills. I can know that they are not so good in these drawing and editing softwares. But they are good in photography and editing videos. Before the day was going to end, Marlene finally came and took a look on my works. She was not pleased. She said my works are too complicated for a daycare and tuition center signboard. I thought they are simple enough already. She wants me to work on it again with giving critiques and comments. Okay, it reminds me I was showing digital sketches to Debbie. But Marlene won't look at my references lah. haha.

Besides, I found lots of great jobs in photography in their fb just now.
Just grabbed one for u guys to see. :D

This is what they like to shoot.

And............one more thing my dad found and showed me.

Phenomena 75
the recent The One graduates show their works and creativity in blood donating activity in sunway!
it's until 16th of May.
I'll find someone to accompany me to get there after going back.

Newbie of Medianlabs

yeah. Finally I stepped into Medianlabs.
There are only two words I can describe the working place.
So Free.
It's really free. Not that free you think like got nothing to do. It points to the environment and people there bring me to feel so free.

I went out again when I just stayed there for like only 5 minutes. Marlene brought me to KAMI( a printing company) to pass files to get them to be printed out. I had seen that how she cropped and adjusted the works in AI when there is something wrong with the outline. How to set the right printing saving setting as well. To make sure the resolution and colour will be fine.

In car, Marlene told me a lot more of her own history and Medianlabs. Even she brought me to her home. :D Her home is like a little zoo. I can even see peacocks there. Not only one. There are four! LOL. The back part of her home reminded me SPCA that I visited not long time ago. hoho. But not so spectacular like SPCA lah.

Marlene was graduated from LimKokWing. She upgraded herself for degree in somewhere in West M'sia that I forgot the name ady. ^^'" After that she went for training in two companies in M'sia as well before she got to go Beijing for her last job as a employee. She had stayed in Beijing for almost 5 years. Worked as art director in Aussino(I dunno whether I spell it right or not). She is great. She is nice. She is awesome. These are what I can describe her. She told me a lot the life when being as a designer and the living rules in design world. She is so patient in everything. I can say thanks to Jesus she has a good temper. I can see she is holy enough in everything.
By the way, it's much funnier that all her friends know me. Cos most of her friends are chunghua students. Even the seniors that are bigger than me a lot. I remember that I dunno them well too. But they do. -.^ They even told Marlene I can draw well. wow. Am I really so famous? Marlene starts to look up at me. my god. -.- I'm only a foundation graduate.

Back to office, there are two colleagues sitting with facing their laptop and so damn big Mac plasma desktop. Both of them are guy. Ian and Nick. (I dunno I got the spelling right or not). haha. One chinese and one malay? I doubt because Ian doesn't look like either Malay or bumiputera. But they are really funny. The first thing they put on me is change my name. My name will be 'ah girl' from today on. -.-'" This is their usual rule for trainee. Ah girl for gal, ah boy for guy. The second thing they told me is not to be shy to them. Cos they will play things on me if I am not planning to be friend with them. LOL. What a different rule in office. Besides, they told me not to be shocked if there is camera in front of you in a sudden. Cos they are photographers too besides as graphic designers. They love to make fun on people and make them videos. I can say that I am fine with it cos I already get used to this kind of life in The One. My classmates are crazy like them. But not that pro like them. :P
Ian said he started to like me when I started to make joke with him. Cos I knew that the last trainee was not so talkative and funny like me. Hoho. Looking forward to have fun with you guys in this two weeks.

They even asked me want to join their tennis game in the office or not. LOL. It's so too over I can say. But Marlene is fine with it. Cos she likes her office to be like that. Enough freedom for designers to get their space.

There are quite a lot of CD or DVD players set tidily and fulfilled the wall with TV. MACs and PCs in the middle. A small office is fulfilled with right enough equipments. You can get coffee and other drinks behind the door of the office. You can walk out for a drink too if you want. Just like Ian and Nick usually did. Marlene told me.

Will be taking pictures few days later since I am just new to there. I am still shy what. :P haha.

After that, Marlene gave me a project to work on. It's a signboard of a tuition center in KL. Even West M'sia asked Miri company to do for them huh? Marlene explained the things I have to take care and showed the previous signboards that the tuition had before. I can say they are bad. -.- Sorry. I also have no guts to say that I can do it well too. Just try my best kay.

Looking forward to what Medianlabs can bring to me. Tomorrow is a new day. Marlene will come to pick me up with some chunghua students that I know some to breakfast and go to work at the Petroleum museum in the morning. Sounds to copy some info for the Shell project.
:)


Sigh.
One more letter for me today again. From Sibu as well. Want to get to know with same reason and got my details with the same source. Wtf I can say. Lazy to deal with it.

It's exact 12 in the morning. I have to work on my works now. Night.
:)

Let it be

Hey, not feeling to upload those photos as I promised yesterday. Sorry.
Just posted one bah. xD
The rest please visit http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=21426&id=100000023122993&ref=mf
:)

special edited for you. abigail.
Happy Birthday!

Went out for dinner with gugu and jiji. A always free dinner I can have. :D

It looks so failed. -.- jiji and gugu's chicken chop.

my spaghetti bolognese.

Not that tasty as I thought. Sugarbun's is even better.

There is a funny thing I had today. My dad passed me three letters. Two are written with the name of one of my secondary school mates.(It took me a moment to remember her barely). I have no idea why her letters were written with my home address and so to get to sent here. It's so weird.

I opened and read the another one that is written for me. Inside, it really surprised me a lot. LOL. It's a guy who I dunno wrote for me. He said he knew me from one penpal knowing kind of thing in a high school magazine. And then I have even no idea of it. Who go and post my name and home address in that magazine?????!!!! wtf.

But it hasn't end. He said he knew I am a friend of the school mate that I said at above. It's more crazier. What to do with the friend? I dun even friend to her!

Is it she post my details in the magazine? But what to do with her two letters? Why did it to be sent to me?

I really have no idea of it. -.-

this is what the guy wrote to me. -.-

What a weird matter. -.^

New hair style

Finally got my hair cut this evening. This time is stilll the same, my hair became short and thiner again. -.- but,it still look good for me :P

mg. pimple. -.-

Night, went out for Abigail's birthday celebration. Dinner. Sing k. Will be uploading those photos 2ml. It's already late and I am quite lazy dy. :P

But after taking bath, I still got myself a movie. :D

般鉀(Bang1 Ga3 - taiwanese language)
Nice. It's not just because my favourite artist is involved in this movie. It's storyline and flowing is good. The inner meaning in the end had paid by my tears. -.- I'm just so weak in controlling my tearing glances. -.-
It totally shows out the relationship of the lifestyle of Taiwan people and the culture of triad in 80th century.


Zhao You Ting - the artist that I like so much recently because of his two great works.


The commercial poster of Bang Ga.
Zhao You Ting and Ruan Jing Tian play the main roles in this movie.


This movie is begun and ended in well-planning with the friendship between 5 besties.

The reality of Taiwan gangster.

Kay. Dozing off dy. Night guys.
Sweet dream.
:3

New licence

Yeahhhhh~ I got my non-P license today!

sigh. the only one side double eye lid has caused prob to me

I found that I just look alike with my sis in this situation

Kachuuuuuuuuu

yeap. Have to keep updating my blog recently. heehee. yeah. I did went for interview on the second day after coming back. I prepared my portfolios.hmm. they are just the works that I did in The One and showed the manager of the graphic design company. It's just a short interview. She looked through my works and asked me some ideas when I was doing those things. I explained briefly how I got the idea and what I want to express to the viewers. Luckily she likes my typo. :) She's a kind of people like Debbie who prefer to look for the grid, arrangement of typo and images. She told me that she just likes to keep things simple and nice. Complicated is too uncomfortable to her. By the way, there was a malay/indian man standing behind us and looking at my works quietly. He quite shocked me. I rarely remember what is his name-.-'" sorry. But he looks friendly and he used one word to comment my works, that is 'crazy'. -.^ I dunno is this 'crazy' means good or bad to me.

Whatever, Marlene(the manager) accepted me to work under her. :D After that, she briefed me how is her company running, what is her mission and vision on doing works, and even her background. She's graduated from LimKokWing yar. She had told me what I am going to do. Cos everything now is going to final, to be ended. So, definitely I can't touch those things lah. She's going to give me some logo designs stuff to let me have a try. I dint do logo design before. This time is a great start yar. Hoho. And then, when she is so willing to bring me when she is going to get their works to print out. She wants me to see how those printing stuffs get to print. How to check the colour code blablablabla I forgot ady and the size before printing. :D Am excited of it. Hoho. 9.30am - 4.30pm. I chose the longer working hours. Hope to learn more things in this boring sem break. RM250-300 for two weeks as a trainee. Okay what. I dun really lack of $. It's worth enough to pay for the experiences. Hoho. Three more days to get on it. yeahhhhhhh. Hope everything goes fine to me. :P

YEAHHHHHH. Today finally I got to meet my busy mirian friends. They are so damn busy. -.- sien. So, how can I meet them? Go their uni lah! I did it. I even went to sit for the tutorial class with them. XDDDDD All of this is Miss Tweety(viavia)'s idea. Damn excited of it. Without telling bong,ing them. I was so damn happy in looking at their shocking faces when I was standing in front of them inside their lecturer hall. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Crazy am I? yeah. I am your Siawpei what. Miss my craziness? U got it today. xDDDDD yup. I really sat in their class, even zero degree faced to face with their lecturer. xD What a good seat u guys had arranged to me yar. LOL. Luckily the lecturer dint care so much bout me even though most of the time I was drawing in his class. hahaha. What lah. I had paid at least 50% attention to his lecture hor. Physics tutorial. What a memory to me. I flipped through Ing's notes. I can just found this, that is the thing I can understand and I can know how to do one. HAHAHAHAHAHAA.

By the way, I knew this from Add Maths leh. LOL. I miss add maths >.<

Chemical = can me call? This is what the lecturer pronounced. woots. sorry. I was bored what.

Nahhhhhh. I got took notes one horr!!! Dun understand only mah :P

Hi, Mr. Yatsin Hu right? :) Looks like a good lecturer.

how good if The One also can make a lecturer hall just like this hor :(

I'm back

yeah. I'm back to miri this evening. No so much feeling this time. may be start to get used to it.
This time will be staying for 19 days that is till 8th of may, i will be going back loh.
But this time, seems all of my miri friends are not so free like me. They all busy with their studies. Some more some of my besties are not here ady. sigh. This sem break is really boring.
My dad asked me whether I want to work at his friend's studio or not. Do something like graphic design stuffs like that. Sure. Of cos I want. It's just depend my dad's friend want to hire a student who just studied foundation basic design only and even dint have any experience in doing those graphic things. hoho. Hope it'll success. If not this 19 days I will really bore till die.
Okay, I have brought some novels back. Plan to finish it in this holiday. Second, dslr. Have to study my new baby 550D well too. hmmm... what else har.. Havent think of it.

By the way, this evening on the way to back home, my bro and my sis told me one thing that really surprised me a lot. Even until now, I still can't accept it. That is, my family is going to move to KK(kota kinabalu) in this year. Because of working of cos. My sabah uncle doesn't want to run the game station anymore there, so my parents plan to take over.
:( :( :( :(
I know that is really can earn a lot of money. But..... how can we leave miri just like this. I can't believe it. I never think of this before. All of these comes in a sudden. Everyone is here. My relatives, my friends are all here. I have stayed here for almost 20 years! However this place has no so much fun like kk or kl. But I really love this place so much. I don't want to leave. I don't want to leave his place!!! I can't imagine next time I want to come back, I am entering KK airplane terminal but not Miri airplane terminal anymore. T.T
Can mum and dad keep our boulevard house whenever we left ady? So that we can still live at our own house when we come back. Please don't rent it to anyone else. I love this house too. T.T

My miri friends, how will u think? How will u guys think if I leave here? I'll really really really miss u guys a lot.

T.T

Tough week :)

hoho. wow. It's almost one year I have came to study design in kl.
1st year 3rd sem. wow. It's like a dream. I hardly believe that it's almost one year. Tonnes of assignments and busy life have driven me not to notice how fast is the time running.
One year ago, before I came to here, I heard a lot of seniors said that I am gonna have a tough time if I come to The One. and now, I really experienced it. Somemore I am having now. hoho.
Finals of every sem always are so crazy and amazing. This time is even more crazier. As only foundation students, we have placed our artworks of History If Art in the school gallery which is the place usually given for graduates or outstanding seniors to exhibit their works. LOL. The second thing that I found crazy is our Design finals also have to be done like an exhibition. The previous badge degree seniors dint even have such thing before. We have messed up many parts of the main block of our school. Will be upload the photos of every group soon.
All these thanks to our lecturer - Stephen Poon. He teaches us both subjects. Thanks to him, we just got so many exhibitions in a short time. He is so willing to ask for permissions for us. He has done a lot for us. Really. I really appreciate him. Remember last time I showed him my 100 design photographs before cny, he just talked like a dad to me. So warm and touching. Thanks. so muchy. I am willing to do work under your teaching and assistance after these. Of course. I will do what you said to me yar. hoho.

kay. dozed off ady. Plus, vision blur again. lol.
nite nite.
Tomorrow is still a busy day for me. For my team mates as well.

By the way, to my team mates, you guys are so awesome! I lurve you guys! :3
But for some, I am really speechless.

~~~~~ fiuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ buhhbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :3

looking forward

yeah. finally. I'm back to me myself. :)
It's time to be hardworking cos the finals are around the corners!!!
Left three weeks to sem break! YEAHHHH!
But before that, of cos we have to get all the hard works done.
All the finals are in the process :) good. This is what I want.
Somehow there are still a lot of problems that we have to solve. But I m sure that we can do it!!!
So my teammates, either History or design, we have to try hard for our last projects in foundation year!!!!
Let's ROCKSSSSS!!!!

:)

movie night

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON?
It's really nice!!!
compare the 3D effect that I watched before, this film is really awesome! so realistic!
get yourself a laugh this time!



however the poster seems not so interesting right? But it's really that you can't believe that it's better than Alice in the Wonderland.
:)

the weekend I feel full :)

Wake up at 9.35am. (supposed to wake up at 8.45am)
-.-'"
but however I managed to get to library at 10 something. :)
I felt good when there's so empty today. So free to walk here and there around the library to search whatever books I want.

Today task 1 - find references for letterform final project. (quite successful, took 60+ pics)

task 2 - do study on M'sia politic for design final project. (failed, dint get any info. cos the book is damn thick and it all talks about the various systems but not the story behind that I want) it's impossible there are books written that kind of things right? if have, the books already get banned and the writer must be sent to jail loh. :x

Left there at almost 2pm. I actually wanted to stay there until the library get closed but my tummy can't stand the side with me. :(
Back home, lets watched a movie and took a break first before I continue my works.

Typo, design, history, moral, perspective. What should I do first? All the things always crashed together when almost the end of semester. sigh.

Design, our group has the basic idea on how to present our work. But now the problem we are having is, the concept and ideology behind our work is still very few, not enough to support our points. :/ sigh. Do the other mates also worry the same things with me? Or may be no. Can't think bout it or dint ever start to think. Whatsoever, the things are going to be fine. :)

History, will be doing the mock up in these two days. Hope fengyi can manage to solve the lightning problem in Malacca. >.< Perspective, okay loh. Not worrying too much about this.

Moral, klah. This time going to settle u gao gao.

Typo. I m quite worrying cos we hafta use photoshop to produce our posters. aiksss. My photoshop skills is so damn terrible leh. But I found something nice when doing this project,

the kite festival of Malaysia. damn beautiful right?

the 6th Kite Festival, this year will be held in Bintulu, S'wak(my state :D yeahhh)

Movie night today. 'Who trains the Dragon?' H strongly recommented. Lets wait and see how funny it is.
:)

What should I choose?

The majoring courses have driven me crazy recently.
Multimedia or Graphic Design or Illustration?
I don't have an idea.
At first, I came to toa. I had decided that I'll choose multimedia since it looks like has more future. My parents also thought that too.

But now, after I understand what actually it is, I started to feel scared. Computer, software, games, music, and many else. All are related to the computer software and I am the one who don't really familiar with those things. Argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I want to have a try but I am really really really afraid of it. If I can't cope it on the way, how? Can I change another course to study? Do I have time? How about the money? How mummy and daddy will feel? Definitely disappoint on me. I don't want. I don't want this to happen. I never ever do this to them.

A lot of people. No. Can say all the people asked me to go Illus. Yeah, I can draw well. I never doubt my drawing skills (*o*). But Illus doesn't fulfill my 'stomach'. I don't want that I can only draw, I want to learn other things else. Learn something that I don't know. Learn something that can help me a lot in the future.

Graphic design, the second choice I am considering. Actually I have a lot of question marks of this course. Its range is too wide. Make me so confusing. My mum asked me what is it about and I can't really tell her a specific answer. Shit. It's not a challenging course to me like multimedia. But I think I can live more easier if I choose this. No need to face to the computer everyday every moment.

This is the first time that I can't make a decision in my life. Nobody can help me to answer too.

However what is the answer is. I hope my parents can just support me when anything happen.
Of cos, I'll push myself to the max to achieve the highest goal that I can so that I am still the never-disappoint-you-SiawPei in your heart. :)

^^'" miss me?

SORRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i know my blog is fulled with dust ady since i dint update for three weeks... -.-'"
i dunno how many ppl are actually reading or following my blog, but i really apologise and feel so sorry to myself too.

The first week that had no post was on cny. I was so superb duperb busy after going back to hometown. My family missed me, my relatives missed me and my friends did so. Lots of callings and messages came to me in that whole week. Everyday went here went there till I can only stay for a half day at home in that week. My mum was quite unhappy with it cos she wanted me to stay more at home. Yeah. I know. I also want to do so. But I was uncontrollable when my friends called me to out. Hohohohoo. Sorry mum, dad. This April I will stay more time to accompany you at home. Hohohoho. My mum is damn free man after she quit her contractor job in the arcade. For almost ten years, I dint ever see she is so free at home, doing this doing that in cny. U guys dunno, when u own an arcade or supervise an game station, whatever holiday u also have to keep the shop opens as usual. Cny is not excepted so. We have to open the shop and close the shop everyday. Can u imagine that we have to rush back to count for the sales and close the shop at 9pm everyday when u r having fun at somewhere during cny? So sad right? Somemore the technician of my shop is a chinese, he's off for the first few days in cny!!! My god. An arcade couldn't run without a technician even for a day. Cos when there is something wrong with the machine or the token stucks inside, the customers will complain and someone has to solve it. And the someone is technician! So, technician is not around, what should a contractor do? The contractor has to solve it him/her own. And when the contractor is my mum, what will she do? Ask her children to help her lah. And who are her children? My bro, my sis and me lah!!! duhhhhh...........

Can u imagine that we have to stay in that arcade with the responsibility to take care of everything in the arcade during cny and most of the customers are chinese? who comes to celebrate cny with playing games? They are happy there, but for us? DEFINITELY NOT. Damn sad kay. But it's okay for me, cos I dun really learn how to get the machine to run again and know how to serve the customers. For some machines like Daytona, gun shooting and etc, that kind of easy machines I know how to do lah. But for the machines like WINNER and one more I forgot its name ady, those fighting games machines which have to seated and play it one, I can't looo. Inside of those kinds of machines are much more complicated and one more thing you will easily to get shocked by the electric. hhahaahahhaa.

So, I'm noob and I'm lazy to learn so much bout that. But there are advantages too, I don't need to stay there for too long cos since I'm noob in servicing. But for my bro and my sis, they have no choices. They are bigger than me, nothing to do than me(-.^) so they have to learn all. HAHAHAAHAHAHHAA. They always envy of me. But what to do? I'm the smallest one :P hohohohhoohoho. But, I am also quite helpful kay. When lunch time and dinner break time, I have to replace my worker to be a cashier. Change tokens, count moneys, arranging the tokens. U don't think it is easy. When there are a lot of customers, u have to do it fast without calculating money wrong. If not u can see the cashier will be crowded like what. Some of the customers come to change are so frustrated like that, cos they need more tokens to continue their games, as u know, some games when u have failed and can't get to another level, there is a very short time like about ten seconds to give u to get tokens and continue ur journey. So, when they are nervous, knocking at the counter to ask u to give them token faster, at that time as the cashier urself, u will get nervous too. Hahahaahhaa. But it's okay for me this people who had worked for almost ten years. I can change the tokens with just using fingers to touch and hold the tokens and I'll straight away know how many are them ady. Haha. Besides, my money calculating skill is damn good and fast too. :P

LOL. Back to cny lah. -.- There are too much things I can talk about the arcade. May be one day I will make it as an entry. Let u guys know more about how does an arcade actually work. :x Haha.

Kkkkkkk. Cny cny. My dear darling had left me on chu 4. She went to study oversea. Octago. New Zealand. -.- So far so good I had met her up and been with her for three days before the day she is leaving. Take care yourself yar, darling. Hope everything is fine to you there. :)

The second thing what is happened in cny that I want to mention is I LOST MY PHOTOS IN DIGITAL CAM. LOL. It's accidentally. SHIT. Felt so sad for a week I remember. However there were photos that I took for two days, but they are fulled with memories! >.<>

Hmmm..... my eyes start to get blurred ady. Yeah. There's prob with my eyes since few days after I came back to KL. I can't read the words clearly on the screen of my lappy and feel so uncomfortable at night.

Kay. So, I stop here first. Will be continue tomorrow yar. Sorry bout this. :)

the HAPPIEST DAY since year 2010

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guess why I'm so happy?

yup. yeah. I just got my IELTS result this noon. I PASS!!!!!!!
YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!! LETS ROCK XDDDDDDDD

although I just got band 6 for overall result but at least it exactly reached the passing score.
I am so surprised that my speaking got 6 cos before that I tot my speaking is the worst basically(last time I just got 4.5 T.T). I dint really speak and answer the questions really well. May be it is because of the foreign examiner? However, THANKS TO YOU, ANGMO EXAMINER :) you was so kind to point and ask me to answer in the correct way.
For listening and reading, both I got 6.5 :D got a little improvement (last time listening 6 and reading 5 only). Hmm... I felt a little disappointment to my writing. May be it is because I always think that my writing is I have the most confidence to do with. Last time 6, this time only 5.5. Nvm, it doesn't matter at least I had passed for the overall result :) Heeeeeee

Thanks to those people who helped me and cared about me in these time. Especially my sis and my bro, gave me RM550 for the test this time without telling my parents ^^'"(I dint dare to tell them and my siblings also don't want me to tell). Haha.
Secondly, thanks to weenee, always be there with me when I was in unstable situation, comforted me all the times.
and also my dear friends - darling shin, liwei, lai, cc, tingting, xiang, kit, H, thomas, vern, susanne and the others who always cared about me. :))))) Feel lucky to have such a gang of good friends.

chacha xD

Second thing that caused me to feel happy isSSSSssssssss............... I'M GOING BACK MIRI TOMORROW!!!! YEAHHHHHHH!!!!
I miss you home. I miss you bubu mimi gugu jiji. I miss you my buddies. I miss you Miri!
I'm so excited is not because of cny, is because I can meet those people that I have missed so much in these 5 months. :DDD however there are still tonnes of assignments projects with me during this holidays. -.-

hehe. kay. hafta pack my things loh. xDDDDD
will update more after reaching my sweeeeetttttttttttt hometown.

bubaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
wish me win a lot this year yar xDDDD

understand yourself :)

I'm satisfied what I have right now.
Not too much, but not too little ;
Not too busy, but not too lonely.
Enjoying everything in my day, capturing every moment into my memory.
I don't need too much, just look for a little success.
This is what I got from the previous time.

Someone think I'm changed.
Yeah. I do so.
I'm willing to change. I just feel like to follow my heart in such a sudden.
I'm pleased the decision that I have made.
No more pointing to the best on works, just wanted to find the balance of live in my life.

No worries.
I always understand myself. I know what am I doing all the times.

But for someone, do you?
Slow down your tempo, lets get a rest, think what is in your mind now.
Please understand what your brain and heart respond.
Your situation, your everything would change by a small decision.
All are in your hands.

So, ask yourself. Do you know yourself very well huh?
:)

do you have any classic?

introduce you

my CLASSIC pose :D

thanks to chia yi :D

I heart you :)

I heart you Forever 21.

I heart every parts of you.

But ur price makes me getting afraid of you.

I love you but I have to leave you too.

However in the end, I'm the only one to be sad.

GRAY LONG SLEEVES JACKET! I'M GONNA WANT YOU! U WAIT FOR ME!

SamPat一族

三八一家族，讲到天花乱坠。xDDDDD

friday - the most relax day in a week

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dint take any photos today. yeah. i'm lazy :D

Went for One Utama for the whole afternoon with my classmates. I dint actually shop there cos my new year clothes are really enough ady. hafta control myself not to buy any clothes anymore. If not I'll spend out of limit this month. (actually I already overspent too much than the previous months) =X. what to do? I'm super shopaholic when I have the mood to shop. :D My sis and I love to go shopping since we were small. ;D got pocket money, go and buy a cloth; got salary, go to look for cloth or something. We must buy ourselves something for a month, even for a week. xD

Now, I still have to look for something else. Accessories. ;) Actually I'm not going to buy these. But since few days ago my sis asked me to buy so that we are totally all new in the cny :D haha. Sounds very noob and feel like we are still very traditional right? I dunno. Our family always take seriously to cny. It's a good thing right? So that our traditions wont be forgotten by generations. Btw, I can get this big chance to shop shop shop, and buy buy buy. ;D

Back to the outing today, after shopping, did lame things at 1 utama, we headed to The Curve. Lol. It's already 8.15pm. What to shop? -.- Left only not more than two hours. Some more we haven't get our dinner yet. Yeah. Dinner. Today's dinner was awesome to us. The IKEA food court. It was my first time to be there. I LOVE THE PLACE. I had a great meal. The environment gave me the greatest feeling to fall in love in that place. It's like some places in western countries. The place design is so simple but nice. That's what the concept of IKEA. Giving people the feeling of freedom, simple and nice lifestyle like what the western people do so. If got chance, I'm willing to go there again. :)

I ended my trip by buying myself a bracelet :) I straight away fall in love and can't get my eyes away of those bracelets that are selling at a stall outside the mall. With listening of my friends' comments, I bought one of them. It costs RM20. Perhaps it's quite expensive to someone.(cos actually it's only a bracelet with different types and colours of leathers and combining with rings) But when there is something that u really love to, the price will be always the 2nd factor that u will consider to. :)

my beloved leather bracelet :)Tee from Brands OutletSocks from F.O.S

Out Out Out

yeah yeah... went for shopping for a whole night. hmm. can it be said as a whole night? we had stucked at the traffic jam for almost one hour. Arrived there was almost 7.30pm. and then we went for dinner till 8.30pm. LOL. Shop pi lah. -.- I dint buy anything today! First time u know, first time I went for shopping and came back with nothing. T.T I love a pair of shoes in Vincci and it costs only rm50+. But they don't have my size!!! It's only half inch less! ARGHHHHHHHH~~~~~ very thong sham ar u know >.<> a better shoes!